Change

"Sahabat sejati takkan pernah berubah hati. Apa-apa yang terjadi, sama ada awak sudah punya teman lelaki, atau awak belajar tinggi-tinggi sampai ke New York City, kalau awak sayang saya hari ini, esok, lusa, dan bila-bila sahaja, awak tetap masih sayang saya lagi."

*giggles*

ah so lame. i remembered writing those few freaking years ago. 

what? sahabat sejati takkan pernah berubah hati? bro, even the strong, old, big tree can tumbang. apatah lagi hati seorang manusia.

i've long come to realise that people's heart can change so fucking fast and easily. depending on our situations and environment, our heart and feelings is changing to adapt itself so you can live better. sometimes its a part of defense mechanism. 

so you've changed? i'm not surprised. and by all means.

Sharing world

so today in the office, i utter something, almost a whisper, while a colleague pass by behind me.

"are u talking alone"

and out of no reason (maybe he's just tryna make a conversation, that old man, i dont know), he started to scare me. "right here in the office, somewhere near your table is where 'that' thing loves to hangout"

i smiled. tried to laugh but that'll obviously look like a made up one.

since i am declaring myself a nature lover, (i love animals, trees, mountains, rain, etc) i should feel/be ok with the presence of supernaturals too. after all, they are a part of nature we can't deny. we are born and exist in this world with different, perhaps same purposes. u live your life, i live mine.

if i agree to accept others (and by others i mean ghost), i shall pass today and the next day and the next day, obliviously with the fact that maybe, something were sitting right here under my table playing with its long, white hair.